What is wrong with me....
So, I suck and I am not motivated and I hate it. I am going through pics to make books and I see all the pics of me that I love and I want to look like that again, but yet, I am not motivated, what the hell is wrong with me????? So, I am sitting here trying to figure out if I am depressed, lazy, tired, what??? Nope the answer hasn't come to me. I think it might be a combination of everything, plus I am PMSing (sorry Mart).
The worst part of going through all the pics is I came across all these pictures of Ry and I tonight, we looked so happy, the pics were from 2003. :( I miss his friendship, but I continue to remind myself of the life style, no good for me!!!! I think I will go run on the tredmill and than hit the sheets.
I got lots of compliments on my hair today!!! I want it just a little darker. I can't wait for the weekend to get here, or even Thursday at 1630.
Thank you Lord for all my blessings and for giving me strength to get through each day. AMEN!!!!!!
The worst part of going through all the pics is I came across all these pictures of Ry and I tonight, we looked so happy, the pics were from 2003. :( I miss his friendship, but I continue to remind myself of the life style, no good for me!!!! I think I will go run on the tredmill and than hit the sheets.
I got lots of compliments on my hair today!!! I want it just a little darker. I can't wait for the weekend to get here, or even Thursday at 1630.
Thank you Lord for all my blessings and for giving me strength to get through each day. AMEN!!!!!!
posted by Harmony at
9:34 PM
3 Comments:
Wow, are we both going through a lack of motivation crisis or what? I just got done writing about my lack of motivation and I come over here and read about yours. We both need a kick in the ass. M'ers has big feet so I may ask him, from one friend to another, to kick my ass so that I can regroup somehow.
Did you end up running on the treadmill and then hitting the sheets?
You are very blessed AND very strong.
By
Claudia, At
10:45 AM
I find that once I start a work out regimine, if I miss a day, I become very lethargic and unmotivated. I also find that I just don't want to workout, but once I'm 5 minutes into it....I'm so happy that I did.
By
Unknown, At
6:17 PM
Yes, I agree with you on both of those, but when I am down emotionally I just don't care and I hate it.
I need motivation!!!!!
By
Harmony, At
10:07 AM
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